Abuse by my own father made me feel worthless'

Sentence adjourned for man who also preyed on nieces and children of friends

http://www.independent.ie/national-news/abuse-by-my-own-father-made-me-feel--worthless-1278560.html

By Fiona Ferguson
Friday February 01 2008

A MAN who sexually abused his daughter while reading her bedtime stories -- as well as four nieces and children of family friends over a 15-year period -- has had his sentence adjourned.

The 67-year-old man pleaded guilty at Dublin Circuit Criminal Court to 14 sample counts of indecent assault against the seven female victims, on dates between October 1974 and November 1989.

His now 40-year-old daughter wept as she told the judge: "If your father does that to you and your mother stands by him, it makes you feel worthless."

She said counselling she had received "made me realise we are adults and someone has to stand up for children".

Mistrustful

The woman described feeling isolated, mistrustful of men and overprotective of her own children. "My father's guilty plea is the only thing I will say 'thank you' for."

The other women described, in their victim impact Statements how they suffered from suicidal feelings, mistrust of men, panic attacks and insomnia. Many described a negative impact on family and martial relationships.

The defence counsel said his client was "a pariah in his own family" who has attended counselling and not reoffended since 1989.

He asked the court to consider a suspended sentence.

Prosecuting counsel heard that the accused man abused his own daughter frequently, between the ages of 11 and 13.

The abuse would often occur while he was reading her bedtime stories, when he would put his hand into her underwear.

The woman told gardai that the abuse happened while her mother was downstairs. She believed her mother was unaware of what was happening but she did not tell her for fear of not being believed.

She told gardai the last time her father came into her room to abuse her she told him "no" and wrapped herself in a duvet. He left and never touched her in that way again. She felt guilt for not stopping it earlier.

The court heard that the man also abused four nieces.

A now 40-year-old woman told gardai she remembered her uncle first abusing her when she was 10, by touching her intimately when she came to stay with him. She said the abuse continued for three years.

A now 33-year-old niece told gardai she remembered him abusing her when she was aged six. She said there were several people around the lounge when he put her sitting on his knee and covered her lap with a cushion. He touched her while continuing to chat.

Lessons

The woman said her uncle also abused her for a period when she was aged 13 under the guise of giving her guitar lessons.

She also recalled being abused on a family holiday when she was 15 years old. Her uncle kissed and fondled her in a secluded area before pulling her to the ground, fondling her breasts.

The court also heard that a now 31-year-old niece told gardai she could not remember when he first abused her but she remembered him "French kissing" her and touching her sexually, until she was 13.

Another niece recalled her uncle abusing her when she was "caught" in a game of hide and seek.

The court heard that a friend of the man's daughter had recalled how he would take turns sitting them on his knee and show them how to steer the car. She said the man would put his hands in her underwear when she was on his knee.

She told gardai she eventually stopped talking to the accused man's daughter and the abuse ceased.

Detective Garda Peter Cooney told the court that the man also abused a 10-year-old girl from a family they became friendly with while on holidays.

Gda Cooney said the man made some admissions and told gardai he "had a problem with four or five girls".

The man, who has no previous convictions, told gardai the abuse was "non-sexual" and he did it to feel "closer" to his daughter, but could not explain why he abused the other girls.

Defence counsel said his client was "watched by a hawks eye" by family members around children and was "punished every day in a very real way".

He said the man had sent letters of apology to his victims and now appreciated how traumatic the abuse had been for them.

He added that his client had not come to garda attention again since the last of the offences in 1989.

He said there were no aggravating factors which often accompanied cases of this kind and asked the court to consider a suspended sentence.

The judge adjourned sentencing to allow her consider reports handed into court.

- Fiona Ferguson

Remarks by Sieglinde W. Alexander: To bring abuse to court after 30 years would not possible in Germany or USA. The statue of limitation protects abusers.